Love? What's that?

I think I'm a sucker at love. Based on my past experience. I realized I couldn't speak up when I'm with my boyfriend. Regardless which one. I remember my first love, we had difficulties holding hands. And throughout the 6 months. It was just some pure puppy love. Maybe I could put it in a way to say that because we were too young and too immature. Two years ago. I had my first official matured age boyfriend. Which is when I'm 16. He's older than me by 2 months. We have been through lots of things. But, there's just something wrong about me. I dare not express myself out when I'm with my boyfriend. Even when I'm unhappy about certain things. I don't speak up. I just kept quiet throughout the whole journey and only started quarreling through SMS when I reached home. It's like a different person of myself. And I don't understand why.

*psst psst, but I'm really very glad that we broke up after 8 months. Or else I'd have been cheater even a longer period of time*.

There's many things I need to change about myself. I need to speak up like how I do on stage. I need to learn how to tell my love one how much I love them. I need to change the shyness of myself. I need to learn how to look into his/her eyes when I talk. (okay I mentioned "her" is not because I'm a lesbian okay! But because I've my one and only girlfriend and one and only ah bu that I love so much that I am so shy when I'm out with them. And it turned out to be awkward.) and the worst part of myself is, I never once chat/talk with a guy that I had a crush on face to face.

I fall in love easily. That's because I'm a 11 December sagittarius. Alright, I know horoscope are bullshit to some people. But, if you read them, majority of it are actually real. If you treat me good, I'd fall for you. But if someone else's treats me better, I'd fall for him. Well, maybe I'm insecure. (your insecure. Don't know what for) hahaha!

My weakness in love. I intend to keep whatever I want/need to say in my mind. and I get bored easily. Really fast.

Well, I really need to change and learn lots of things huh! :)

Ending my post with my favourite photo which I took like 2 days ago :) goodbye readers <3

School...

Really really tired of school! It's been 3 weeks. Traveling that distance everyday! I can die of tiredness I swear! Everyday when I reached home, all I want to do is to lie on my bed and sleep till the next morning when my alarm goes "TEY TEY TEY TEY TEY" iPhone user, if you know what sound I'm trying to say.

Lesson so far was okay. Didn't really pay attention in school. But I will try my very best to motivate myself to at least study!

Knowing that everyday there will be someone fetching me from my house and send me to school every morning. That just makes me wanna wake up in time!

Alright shall end my post with a "school girl" me look.

Shesha/shisha/sheesha !!

Whatever the spelling is. :D

Nope, I am not smoking :) It's shesha.

Went to have lunch at Manhattan Fish Market with Ms Koh and classmates. It kinda class gathering :D Meet up with Morgan, Jun Han, Chun Kit and Andrew at Tiong Bahru MRT station. Supposed to meet at 12:15pm but end up all late! :@ They reached at 1pm! I waited for damn long! But it's okay! So meet up with the rest at Marina Square. It wasn't that fun, because we were in groups. Some were not friends, so when Ms Koh came, we went in to eat. I sat damn far away from her! There were 12 peoples! :D

Finished eating, we walked aimlessly. Brandon suggested that we should catch a movie. We walked to the cinema and decided to watch John Carter. Yeah! Got to sit together with Ms Koh!
:D The theater was damn freaking cold! Freezing like mad.

Movie ended, we walked to shop aimlessly again!

And I decided to lead the way. We reached suntec. Nothing to shop. Ms Koh and I walked to the Bonsai Garden. Nothing inside! Damn bored. So all of us sat down and talked. After awhile decided to have some dessert. Okay this is the funny part! We went to the ice-cream stall. One scoop for $6.50. Piangz~ we walked out. Ms Koh left.

Brandon again, decided to go Makan at Bugis. Brandon, Celest, Morgan, jun han, Andrew, Chun kit and Kenny. Yeah the 8 of us! We went dinner. But I didn't eat because I wasn't hungry obviously. Hahhaha!

Went shesha! First place we went, the person shakes his head. Total 8 of us. Only Morgan and Chun kit is 18! The rest is 17. Which means, UNDERAGE! This time we became smart. Morgan and Chun kit went to the other place. They successfully entered the place. We entered from the back door. And of course. They checked us. Surprisingly. We were all allowed to be in there. That lady checked our year instead of the month. Lucky? Heh! Majority of us were first timer. All learnt! And everybody knows how to shesha already! Good thing or bad thing? Hmmmm....

Alright, it was a great day lah! Had lots of fun! Ending with my pretty face! Okay I know I very thick skin. But who cares! It's my blog :D

My ex-teacher.

I'm posting this post on this blog and the other blog.

So this morning, my house area (or maybe the whole Singapore) was raining heavily, thunder, lightning. Woke me up. I am a person who's hard to wake up, even if the house in on fire, I'd still sleep that kind. Stayed awake from 5am all the way till 6am!

Alarm rang at 8am. Woke up and prepare. Train to Botanic Garden. See flowers? Nah! I went to support my juniors for the drama competition at Anglo Chinese School. Well, partly was to kind of "surprise" my ex-teacher. After the drama, waited for them to finish debrief while we had photo taking. Everything ended, we followed them back to school by school bus.

Yeah saw my ex-teacher carrying some box, looks damn heavy. So I asked one of my friend to help her up. Even though if the box is light, but after all, she's a lady what. But she insisted and said never mind. I ran over and "helped" her. I used my index finger to "hold" the box and said "I help you! Useful?" She entertained me by saying "yes, useful". Placed the boxes into the lorry, and we chatted awhile at the road. She praised me, I reacted ecstatically. She said "Why you became more and more pretty? so unfair. Eh, I love your eyes" I was wearing contact lens :D She showed me the reason why she couldn't run any more. She sprained her ankle! Ugh! Poor thing!

So board the bus and went back to school. I whatsapp her and asked her if she could lend me her phone. I was disappointed when she locked her phone and continued talking to the other teacher. So I looked down and continued with my games. All of the sudden, she turned around and passed me her phone! AWWWWWW..... Teacher lending student her phone? How sweet. So I was damn retarded and I do not know what I were doing at the moment, I took a photo of myself and set as my contact picture. I passed back to her and her reply was "So if you call me, it will be damn scary." I laughed and the next moment when I told her not to change, she's already changing it. OKAY FINE! Maybe she deleted the photo and changed back everything to the original.

But it's okay because I know, I am not worth those stuffs. And she's a teacher anyway.

Well, I scalded my middle finger today :(

Hello readers..

I've created a new URL for my blog. So this blog is gonna be dead! BBBBUUUUYYYYYYYYIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE! :D

Blog layout.

Blog changed my layout.

Malaysia....

Currently at Kuala Lumpur. Most probably heading back to Malaysia ans then Singapore. It's a beautiful day! :D spent 2 nights going karaoke. sore throat? No! HAHAHHA! Just had duck rice :) alright, got to go! Bye-bye wifi ;)

The things that Connie wants...

Woots ~ so today I went back to school to rent the gown for my graduation. No, I didn't rent. I bought it for $25. The queue was oh my god. Exactly one hour. After renting. Cab down to Cineleisure for movie. Watched "we not naughty" ! Two hours of your time is definitely worth it for this movie. Damn awesome. I cried over some part. I missed the first part. I went for its audition. And was given a role. But I don't think it did appear. Because it was just a very short one.

Trained down to Sim Lin/Lim square to get my Polaroid!!! Woohoo! And bought a few packets of films. Gonna make full use of it! Damn excited. Can't wait to get home and open it up. Shopped around Bugis. Pampered myself with a high waist jeans. $40. Also bought daddy an angry bird boxer. Looking forward to see his reaction! HAHAHAHHA!

Connie is getting sleepy here. The bus journey is extreme. Woohoo. Alright. Good bye readers :)

Nails nails part 2 ~~

Hello readers!! Here's my nails post. Since I can't sleep. So I shall post it. Hehehhe! :D

Nails nails ~

9 more days to sister's wedding. I'm gonna get blue and purple nails. Here I am sitting on the chair choosing colors and patterns. :)

Woke up in the morning feeling extremely exhausted. Slept too late last night. Shall post my nails the next time I update! :)

Good bye readers with my cheeky just woke up face! :D

Facebook. Email. MSN.

So what now? I can't log in my hotmail, MSN and Facebook. Password are all in a mess. I guess I just have to deactivate everything. Sigh.

感情的运程

Oh well.

Happy CNY!

Hello readers. I'm back! Had been helping my parents at the bread shop almost everyday. Waking up at 6am and going to sleep at 11pm. Everyday same routine. Tired but fun ;) I wanna thank my friends for ordering from me. It was much more compared to last year :) the day on 21st - 22nd January 2011. Breadstory was opened for 24 hours. So everybody was damn busy. But lucky thing is I can go home and sleep! :D on the 22nd at 5pm. We headed down to Malaysia. Oh that's the day that I waits every year without fail! It's always awesome when adults toss Yusheng. They don't toss it. They throw around. So every time after tossing Yusheng. The whole floor will always go dirty. And is extreme. And also the fire cracker time! Alright so overall I enjoyed. CNY is not over yet. So I'm gonna CHIONG go BAi nián for more red packets!


In case you don't know what does Yusheng means.
"Yusheng (also spelt Yu Sheng) meaning "raw fish" is a Chinese New Year dish, served traditionally on the seventh day of Chinese New Year or Ren Ri ("Everyman's Birthday"). It is a salad dish made of thin slices of raw fish and various spices, mixed with tossing actions by diners. A play on Chinese homonyms links the ingredients and tossing actions to prosperity and longevity, all adding to the good wishes for the new year."

Alright, good bye readers!

Hello 2012! Good bye 2011 :)

So yeah, headed out to Vivo at 6pm for dinner yesterday. Stepped in Vivo, BOOMS! So damn crowded. People squeezing here and there. Went to Japanese home town to have my ajisen ramen! :D (picture at the end of the post). After dinner. Went to the mussel(correct spelling?) guy to find my friend. Trained to Clarke quay! Walked to this bar, I forgotten its name. I swear I only drank a cup of mixed liquor! ONLY ONE CUP! So we went to the stage there. Damn irritating, cos that was the time I felt giddy! Not enough air to breathe! So I walked out. Till halfway, the view from my eyes, from colored to total white! And I went blind for 5 minutes. When my eyes went back to normal. I was already brought by my friend to a seat to sit down. So slowly my vision came back. It was total white. I opened my eyes and walked. But I could hardly see a thing. All I see was a plain white bright paper covering my eyes from seeing. Took out my axe oil. Kept rubbing and massaging myself! Dammit! Walked to toilet halfway, vomited like a Merlion. Lucky nobody was beside me, if not, heh. I'm sorry :P so yeah, I spent my last minute of 2011 vomiting in the cubicle. My girls were standing outside and shouting "Connie! 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!" I felt damn uncomfortable but yet couldn't stop laughing at their joke! It was the first time of our countdown inside the toilet! HAHAHAH!

Couldn't take it anymore. Decided to cab home. Before I could even stand up, I ran to the toilet again! Vomited my breakfast out!!! Damn! Stomach empty. Went to taxi stand at Liang Court. Friend scolded me, he said "I think ah, you cannot take liquor. It's your first time drinking it right? One cup is considered a lot" I was thinking, isit true? If it really is, then the next time I drink, will I be like yesterday? Hmm.. I know if I say that, I'd get a big tight slap! So I just kept quiet and walk. While he was trying his very best to on call a bloody cab! Finally after 30 minutes I guess? So reached home at 2am. Took out my heels, pulled out my contact lens like one insane, changed and K.O-Ed! That's how tired and sick I was.

This was the cup of cocktail mixed liquor I had. Tequila sunrise I guess? An the ajisen Ramen. Sorry this blogger only allows me to upload my pictures only after I post.

Lesson learnt of the day, NEVER ATTEMPT TO DRINK MIXED LIQUOR ANYMORE!

Chinese animal zodiac

1994年水狗19岁

水狗脚踏实地的面对人生，有着长远的打算、凡事计划周详设想周到。工作上负责认真坚守岗位，要学习接受他人的意见，以免陷入过于自我的泥沼。
今年领悟力特强，充满好奇心易于吸收新知识，但容易为其它事物产生兴趣而影响，故此若能专心专注，学业成绩定可突飞猛进。但今年易受朋友的影响﹔而决定自已的未来想报考的科系或学校。必须对自巳有明确的考虑及认清，才不会不知不觉开始走了些冤枉路。

Pretty awesome apps.

So I spent my entire morning lazing on bed browsing through apps store. And I found some cool apps. Downloaded quite a lot. Tried. And also deleted quite a lot. Heh! Anyway I'm updating my blog via this apps called "blogger". People with iPhone should really try this! You can also upload photos through this apps! I'm heading out to have my breakfast. Probably running around 5 plus? :)

Current mood : relaxed ~